Tuesday, November 24, 2009 @
Today felt zi bei :(
Felt so tired and sian today hahaz.
Need a long long rest alone!
I don't exist o.o;
Food pampering tmw!
Oh noes, I'm wasting more and more money on food, tummy getting fatter:/
Decision made hahaz, solved:)
@ melody... (Miku Hatsune PV) - English lyrics translation
Monday, November 23, 2009 @
Woots! Finish with exam! Felt damnnn relieved hahaz! but thinking of work tmw just makes me .... >.>;
Hm.. I don't know hows the exam overall, I don't know when I will get the results, but I hope I can get at least a pass, cos I totally flunk the 2nd solox.x Too damn nervous and cold damnnit:( I know I'm giving excuses, but oh well, whats done donex.x A pass and I will be very happy hahazx.x I know, my self esteem damn low:( need to work on that hahaz.
Xie to the peeps who support me for the exam! and hahaz, yeaa the exam very short, don't need gunna surprise o.o;
Pampered myself to kfc! -oops getting fatter..- okay la not considering pamper, I -always- eat at kfc>.>;
Hmm, after that at home rest and slack, cos last night can't sleep well at all, sigh. Keep waking up every hour in the middle of the night, cos keep having continuous bad dreams of me being late for exam in different scenarios and gunna disqualified etcetc, random right? Like bad omen:( Plus boy kept booking half the bed, my legs damn cramped up=.=; Hope can sleep well tonight!
- Starting to love vocaloid songs! Especially hatsune miku hahaz. Oh noeesss x.x
- Boo carrot! jy for tmw ar! can do it de! hope can get distinction also:P cos you play very good in my view:)
Signing off~
-;-;-Random- unrelated.
Sharing lots of extraction(edited) from, melody- hatsune miku:)
When I was alone,
You held me with caring arms.
Singing the melody which you gave to me,
So precious, I will never forget it.
This clock of mine that started to move,
Don't stop anymore.
This world of mine that started to change,
I don't want to leave anymore.
I'm singing the melody which you gave to me,
So precious, I will never forget it.
No matter how small or short this melody can be,
I will always continue singing it.
(Forever long),
Don't leave me alone.
(Forever long),
A dream, that can be realized with you.
@
3 more hours!
-signing off and preparing-~
xiexie carrot!:P
Friday, November 20, 2009 @
Woo, so fast 4 days have passed!
Been busy working and practicing for the past few days hahaz, 3 days away! Honestly I'm still not prepared or ready yetx.x
But gonna do my best no matter what:)
Gonna watch SCO concert with weijie jason and the others tmw night! Tmw is suona solos! Hahaz first time I get to listen live!:P Ahhh I feel like eating ajisen and drink peach soda for dinner tmw!!
Hahaz starting to pamper my parents by buying cakes from trcc! And they didn't leave a bite for me;.; But yeaaa, money going to food and drinks, I wonder when my money will be spent on more practical or useful stuffx.x
This sun gonna focus all 3 hours on exam stuff, really can't afford to join mainstream practicex.x
I don't even think I even got all the particulars ready for mon, as usual, last min:(
At least I can finally rest well for the great weekend!:)
-;-;-;-
How much colder is it gonna be?
I'm shivering more as the days passes by.
Monday, November 16, 2009 @
Just got back from the performance + dinner hahaz.
One word from the performance = 'ergh'! x.x
One damn small stage, everybody has to squeeze like siao=.=;
No mics for strings, or thats what I think, the moment wind and drum instruments started playing, all the strings -poof-.
Gu shu xing total failure:/ Ronald play damn good, but I feel that we are spoiling the song, he should have solo all the wayx.x
The feeling seriously not there for the whole performance. I can't get myself to feel the same feeling I had for reflections.
I felt nothing for the first time.
Though magdeleine is there! She seems +ve to the CO :) She even say its nice and nostalgia for the fb pics she put up hahaz. I wish she can be the advisor again:( Among all, shes the best so far!
Am so tired now, how I wish I can stay cheerful with no probs for at least a week, all these are draining my energy and mind man. Neverending.
Working tmw as always, I don't know why some peeps kept assuming I have work on monday when I didn't tell them anything. Seriously hate the word 'assume', makes an ass out of you and me. People -please- stop assuming and ASK ME! For fiosachd's sake man! What in danaan's name is this? =.=
1 more week to exam, really have to focus tues and wed solely on my exam pieces. I really can't focus on orchestra anymore until after exam. Ronald so far only teach me abit of gu shu xing, totally diff from yang bian, I really don't know how to get pass gu shu xing. Still got abit of prob with lian xi qu. 3 more days of practice, jy me!
Kept listening to the first song in the playlist, keep trying to memorise this song so that I can play on dizi! I'm loving the chorus:) Thanks to carrot for the song!:P
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The wind's howling,
The thunder's rumbling.
Here I am wondering as a friend,
Will all of these come to an end?
@
Performance coming up in a couple of hours.
Honestly, I don't felt much, I'm quite surprised hahaz.
But no matter what, my last performance:)
Hope things went well, and I know myself, I can't play 2 songs smoothly, but I'm gonna try my best!
I'm not nervous, I'm not scared, first time I'm feeling that.