Cheese! nomnomnom!

Yep I know, the past few posts I've given out seems emo or depress etc, but alot of things happen this few days, I wish to put half of my mind at rest, thus I posted what I can here.
Yep today is yet another emo blogx.x sorry joshx.x
I'm stuck.
So stuck.
Stuck inbetween.
I can't decide for myself, I don't know what to do. Liking people is good, thats what others said, but.. what if.. I like not just one, but two? One gives me a more deeper impression than the other, but the thing is, its wrong. Don't wish to say what I mean by that, but its wrong, but yet, I can't accept it. Both parties know each other, since I'm the one that introduced them two during a meeting.
Life is messed up.
Messed up at the moment.
I don't understand myself even till now, so who does? Or should I say, who will?
And like always, theres only 2 choices when I'm in this situation. The thing is, I don't know the answer, or what choice to choose. I don't wish to choose any, either of them will hurt the other party badly. If I chose something, one of them will be hurt too, and the other guilty, or happy.
So what should I do? Just wait till something happens that might hurt me? Or do something before anything started? But the latter part is too late, something has started, I can feel the strain.
Theres a 3rd choice for me though, which I won't even think of choosing that. And that will be, no more r/s for me, I don't understand, I don't know the experience, I know I will flunk badly if I'm in one of those. It has happened, and it might turn out nasty.
Mind is messed up too, first time I drank and got drunk, and the % is less than 10%=.=;; maybe cos I drank in one gulp while halfway zz. Working tmw, hope theres no symptoms when I woke up, or I'm sooo dead:/
Yep, me go sleep, laterz guys, and take care:)