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Getting better, thats what you said, but for me, its not getting that much better for you.
It can't be erase off for the time being.
In my view, erasing it, will be similar to me banging my head against the wall repeatedly, and the time when it will be forgotten will be when I bled from the continuous banging, a scar.
Its like a scar for me, since I've created that memory, and I don't know how to remove it, though you said that if I'm happy your happy, but how do I know, whether your happy on the inside too? or just partially?
Thus my question overall, getting better, getting worse, or its not the same as before anymore?
I felt the same, but your tone just turns it the other way round.
Maybe I'm just too sensitive, thats my nature anyways. But then yet again, what if its not due to my sensitivity, but really? It's just an assumption, don't get -ve feelings ya?
Just wanna say my thoughts out loud.
The memory can't be forgotten. How much it may be, I know it will leave fragments behind. Like tiny little scars that just can't be removed no matter what.
I'm changing, I can realize it, but I'm wonder.. Good or for the worse?
For now, I think its for the worse.