Cheese! nomnomnom!

Hols from 3rd to 11th, wah finally I can relax! or notx.x;;
Still have work from, thurs, fri, sat, hours of working? 30-swt- 2 days 12 hours some more, can cry;.; but at least I won't slack about at home like what I'm doing a few hours ago, I slept@.@
Dear ar dear, I can even think about you when sleeping, and dream about you some more, but I sleep until I forgot about you gonna have break in just a couple hours, and when I woke up, two msgs from youx.x My reaction? Same as before, ' Oh shit.. zzz' cos I'm the one that say chat with you when you break! Feel so damn guilty, hope you won't get disappointed or angryx.x since I know you had a hard day today, and me is to relieve abit of your stress de..
Hope you saw my late msg during working when theres lil people around :) And yep, my health is getting just a tad better through sleeping, thanks for your concern wor!-hugs- But overall, I'm worried about you, 11 hours of working today, till 11pmx.x And this few days, you didn't slept enough at all, dark circles are appearing le wor, later you sick I sure sad, one sick enough le, don't want two sick..
Makes me think about the past few days, prev post that I've written.
Yep things are cooling down, but I know it will get heated up anytime. I am determined to understand you, no matter at what cost, but things will be slow though, since I'm not sure where to start.. But yep, your the first that I'm determined to understand, there will be more strains inbetween besides the current, but, as long as nothing more serious happens, if you know what I mean, wo hui jing quan li:) All I need, is seek for your patience, you know me alot le, now its my turn to get to know you better:)
And hahaz, saw your msg in the middle of this post, makes me worried about you, cos you know ya, I'm sensitive over just tone and etc, and I got feeling just now didn't reply you while you break you disappointedx.x If it really is, I'm really sorry for just going to lala land while your working non stop.. mood abit dropped, cos I really felt even more guilty:(
5 more hours till you finish, and I can't be there to see how you felt like yesterday. Hmm as long as you love there, nothing drastic will pull you down, ganbatte wor dear!
You told me now workplace like no people, wah I surprise sia, tcc really kajiao our customers till not one remains-swt- time must be moving so slow as a turtle sia, if the turtle in running competition with the rabbit, time sure move super fast!:P That is, if you know what I meano.o;
Talking about all this, makes me remember about friday to monday.
Will be seeing you at work on thurs, but friday, its only a few minutes, so sway Darren put us one is 12 to 6, the other 6 to 12am x.x and that will be the last day I can see you before you go Indonesia for cuz wedding sia.. and you'll be gone till monday, even though haven yet sat, but just thinking about this make me miss you more than everx.x can't contact you etc, hope you'll be safe when you are there, and I'm always safe in sg-swt-
Dear ar dear, no matter where you are, your always there when I'm down, sad, or angry. Your the one that really makes my littlest troubles flew with the wind when your beside me. Yep I feel very xing fu, but are you ma? I will try to buckle up and reach your expectations de:)
A few people can see le, I'm changing, bit by bit. I'm still not sure what, but what I've put in my pm(msn) before, cos of you, I will change:) As long as your happy, I'm contented-hugs- Through strains or cold wars we had, each of us play a role ya? Must solve it together and clear the mistakes we have made:) But, lets strive for the better no matter what!:)
Ending post here, but before I go, me give dear a lil note:P ;
wu gui ar wu gui,
wu lun ni zai na li
xiao tai tu hui nai xing de deng
ying1 wei4 mei3 dang1 jian4 mian4 shi2
ta1 xiang3 gei3 ni3 ge4 yong1 bao4
shuo yi shen:
'wo ai ni'