Yepyep gonna go chalet from wed to fri, no work, wootz!!! gonna go in 9 hours time, why the hell am i still awake?o.o
Packing, chatting with D till 1 plus, chatting with another friend planning activities for tmw, also can say accompanying jacintha ba, dont wanna her alone in the dark, I've that feeling before, and how I wish someone will be there, anyone close, cos he or she help get rid of that darkness from me.
Now is 3.39am, suppose to sleep around 1plus, getting ready for tmw cos meeting dear, but yep, for me, when someone is in troubles, have to be there no matter what time it is, till the person is happy, mostly on the within, thats what counts, no matter how long it is.
R/s problems, really thought about that alot, not sure whether is it me, but realized that people always comes to me whether they have troubles, friend, close friend, cos a collegue was like, telling me about this problem he has, and he knows me for less than a month. What do I have, that makes anyone, want to talk to me about their problems? And I wonder about me replying, am I harsh? When I make them cry, is it because of something that I've said which hurts them? But yep.. when they are in need, I would try to help all I can, through my past experiences, and put them to use. All I hope is that, they won't get affected if I did say anything offending to them, and not get hurt by it. But yep, to those out there, who knows me, who have talk to me about their problems, I hope what I've said won't make you all like, despise me etc, those negative thingsx.x
But yep, I'm always there ba, when I'm free. And.. can say, after finishing saying out the problems, I kinda got affected by it, like the aftermath. Some of you may know why, yep, but wherever I am, if you guys trusted me enough to want to share your problems, I'll try my best to be there.
Urgh, I might have type some gibberish words, abit doze offx.x But yep, gonna go now, take care and a belated christmas plus advance happy new year!!:)