Third year coming soon, fyp teams are being formed, topics are being chosen/registered, just hope that my team will be able to get the topic that we wanted, since there are competitors around us too.
2 more days.. it sucks, damn badly.. Sayonara to my class.
I'm back in da again, how much it has changed.. how much gem has changed.. Should I reg again..?
I've found the -thing-, if it continues this way, it will affect me.. alot..
My mood, much less to say, isn't good at the moment.. Something make me think, it makes me think so much, but I know I have to play a part. It will start when the answer is given.. But within, I don't wish to know the answer, especially if its -ve.
CNY's coming soon, performances for 3 days.. and yet again, fyp.. Stress, fatigue etc, its coming all back, but yep.. one more year to make a difference..
4 months, it began. Doubt, numb, confused. Might as well stop it, but I don't want to. A form of selfishness? I always am.
Lastly, a poem I tried myself, to someone, whom have been so closed to me, an apology.. and more..
I have hurt you, make you in pain
No matter what I do, it will be in vain
The trust might be gone
but what can I expect.. more?
Pain leads to scars
They will tell how your feelings are
Light, happy, secure?
Or dark, sadness, something that remains uncured?
Every second with you is precious to me
The more I'm not with you
The more I wish for you to be here
Near me, just right there, beside me
Times we have enjoy, times we have hate
The moment is gone
But forever embedded in our memories
Good.. Or bad
Waiting for you to be back
Back by my side
The love I have towards you
Still remains unchanged