Cheese! nomnomnom!

Yep, just realised that I'm -not working- at all for this week, not even for that one day that I scheduled.
Theres another higher rank called darren which most people like, cos no matter what, he will give everyone a chance to work every week, and squeeze those who work for only one day. M told me over the phone that he was shocked to see that I'm not working at all. Thanks horrrr brennan and sid, I very grateful to you guys. Thanks very much. Darren was suppose to be in charged of schedule but he went back to Malaysia for one week, thus brennan and sid are in charge of it. One thing's for sure, they -don't like- me. Oh well, its like I'm so closed to being fired, salary? I'm 100% sure I can't survive, unless I do what I've done before in sec school: Finish school? Home straight. Finish school? Home straight. Never go for movies, never go outside just to meet friends, just stay at home and rot, every single day. Those who know me back in sec school, yea, how anti-social can I be? Very.
I know I can look for other jobs, but cos theres someone who's working in CC at the moment, which is the topmost reason I kinda don't wanna leave, though I'm fed up with almost all of the collegues except for darren and M and kitchen staff etc. I only work if someone whom I'm close to is working toox.x and of cos, in the same place. True, I'm still not ready to be independent, a very bad point of mine. Was wondering, any recommendations on where I can work? To those who think they are close to me, that is.