Cheese! nomnomnom!

It's just the 3rd day of school, but wow, how exhausted I amx.x
Can say can't take it on the first day, and may I add, powertrips, lifts broke down, aircon/light off, a kick start to my first day of year 3 lol. At least it got better, powertrips got back around 10 minutes. But so whaat? A sudden drop in connection, not being able to use internet for almost the whole day. Team gunna ko'ed by faci, and I'm predicting for grades for this and the next week will be a C:/ Reason? I already hated the first 3 modules, not being able to catch up with the others etc.

Some said that I'm clever, and I always answer, in what ways? Me always dumdum in studying, and I rather be clever in studying lor! But their answers are always, 'well, not clever in studying, but maybe in music, sports etc'.

Today had bioprocess technology, at first I thought its a damn easy module, thought I can grew to like it, but oh noess, much tougher than I ever thought of. Omgg, year 3 kills, damn alot=.=;

Can't wait for sat to come, I rather have work than schooling come to think of it, at least I earned some money!$.$ But, lately heard that most of CC has been talking behind me, about mostly -ve stuff. CC peeps, especially those who are talking behind my back, better clean that bloody filth out of your mouths, no matter how many mouths you got. You wanna say? say in front of me. Damn cowards. Yea, I know I'm one of the youngest or something, but spreading rumors? damn you all, that day, really makes me want to quit CC, and let you all talk whatever hell you want, but bloody hell, leave me alone if I see at least one of you in CC, don't sweet talk with me since I already know about this -so called rumors-.

Stressed just builds up within me, especially during after school, it makes me delirious or something, kept on complaining and complaining non stop. In this delirious state of mind I wish there is something to cool me off, though any talks I fend them all off with '?' and :@' over and over in my head. Had to apologise to those who had tried but got angry or disappointed with my reaction..
When will this state of mind finally rest? Only Sundays? I don't know anymore.