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Lots of things happening lately
I've tried letting it go, but the more I tried to, the more I cried within.
It just comes to a realization: No matter how much you like or hate me, I care for you, alot.
I can't put how much I care in gifts, diy, or just by expression, all I can do, is just write my feelings and thoughts here, and thats the only way I can show how I really feel towards you, even when you have no feelings for me now.

Yes, I'm selfish. I admit, cos you meant alot to me, and I really don't wish to give up on you no matter what the outcome may be. I wanna try my best to see you laugh again, though sensitive and emotional I am, seeing you smile and laugh, warmth me up.

No matter what happens in the end, wanna tell you that, when your down at times, don't bottled it up all to yourself, I'm there to share your burden, cos I care about how you are, and wanna be there when your down.
Am listening to this song, 'Keep Holding On- Avril Lavigne' on my friendster profile.
Its a song that I wish you can hear, and this is how I feel, where some parts are presenting you or me. Changed profile, through my thinkings in the past few days, and it ends with what you saw in my profile, and the song, dedicated to you.

You may not have read this post when things really come to an end between us or no, but from the past till now, this is how I really feel, in the past, in the present. It still grows strong deep within.

Keep Holding On - Avril Lavigne

You're not alone
Together we stand
I'll be by your side
You know I'll take your hand

When it gets cold
And it feels like the end
There's no place to go
You know I won't give in
No I won't give in

Keep holdin' on
'Cause you know we'll make it through
We'll make it through
Just, stay strong
'Cause you know I'm here for you
I'm here for you

There's nothing you can say (Nothin' you can say)
Nothing you can do (Nothin' you can do)
There's no other way when it comes to the truth

So, keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through
We'll make it through

So far away
I wish you were here
Before it's too late
This could all disappear

Before the doors close
And it comes to an end
With you by my side
I will fight and defend
I'll fight and defend, Yeah yeah

Keep holdin' on
'Cause you know we'll make it through
We'll make it through
Just, stay strong
'Cause you know I'm here for you
I'm here for you

There's nothing you can say
Nothing you can do
There's no other way when it comes to the truth
So, keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through
We'll make it through

Hear me when I say
When I say I believe
Nothing's gonna change
Nothing's gonna change destiny

Whatever's meant to be
Will work out perfectly
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah..

La da da da, la da da da da
La da da da da da da da da

Keep holdin' on
'Cause you know we'll make it through
We'll make it through
Just stay strong
'Cause you know I'm here for you
I'm here for you

There's nothing you can say
Nothing you can do
There's no other way when it comes to the truth
So, keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through
We'll make it through

Ahh, ahh
Ahh, ahh
Keep holdin' on
Ahh, ahh
Ahh, ahh

Keep holdin' on
There's nothing you could say
Nohing you could do
There's no other way when it comes to the truth
So, keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through
We'll make it through

An extract from Jacintha in her blog
You might have missed out this part cos of the longgg lyrics, but..

I love you, alot :D