Rethinking about what I've said to her this afternoon, realized I'm wrong to be z and say stupid stuff at the spur of the moment, making her blow, which in turn, saddens me, but I blow as well.
Having a good buddy to ignore me sure hurts alot, while shes replying me but void of any emotion through sms the whole evening and night. Said sorry to her, cos I know the mistake I have done, and when I said something in a fit of sudden z it does not mean anything, cos I will regret when I have calm down, but yea hope tmw you will be better too, I really felt damn sad to have a bud treating me in this way, though don't know what other stuff she might be thinking, cos it shouldn't all be cos of this afternoon, but I'm not sure of it..
Working from 430 to closing tmw, hope what I'm feeling won't affect tmw's work, or the manager's gonna have my head off:/
so yep, hope tmw will be fine for both of us, nitez peeps!