Cheese! nomnomnom!

Can't believe some stuff happen since the last post.
I indirectly rejected someone, cos all this time I treated him as a big brother, and he knew it, but he cares too much for me to bear, if I told what he did to anybody, a guildie, my game sis, they will sure say 'gal, he likes you'.
I like him as a big brother, I've already stated it, a big brother, and nothing more than that, cos I'm starting to have -phobia- in a certain accident since last month, and I'm literally scared to get into another one.
He did all this, overall, I felt so guilty, and ones thing for sure, he is so similar to me, no joke, and I suddenly realised how the 'someone' felt when I'm acting this way, now I can say sorry and knowing my mistakes, I've experience -exactly- how you feel when I'm saying like how he said.

Surprisingly, my work went so smoothly that time passes so fast from 1130 to 6pm, literally.
I'm laughing and being a mental dude till closing, then I doze off in cab lol.
Slacking tmw, nothing for me to do except watch anime.
Watching onegai twins starting from a few days ago.
Quite nice lol, need more recommendations on anime though:/

OH EFF EUU SEE KAYY. I'm not working next sat omg?? ITS THE BIG DAY, F1 RACE! and first time theres no space for me to work=.= OMG ITS ONCE IN A LIFETIME DUDE! I'm damn emoing when I heard I'm not working.
Then yet again, I kept saying, stupid me for thinking about that person and delaying my schedule till theres no space. Oh well, I'm not that lucky..
Seriously, stupid me, I don't know what to do on Friday, I'm getting so low on money, I'm left with less than 50 bucks to spend for this month, gonna get a loan from parents soon.

Feeling so hungry, I need fooood!