Cheese! nomnomnom!

Days have passed smoothly, peeps are doing fine, and so am I.
Seriously?
I've been getting more sick, and getting more depressed at a certain matter.
This two doesn't get along well ya, the more depress, the more sick, can it even be cured?
Working yesterday with me having a flu and cough and trying to suppress them when I'm serving a customer, which in the end can't tahan go bar let out what I suppressed and drank damn alot of tea.
And realized that it got more worse today. Slept at 4plus and got up at 9+ cos my coughing woke me up, and with a damn swollen right eye. But after washing and face and checking on my eye, I fall to sleep again till 1+, sms woke me up hahaz.
So yep, taking some med and just lazing about at com, practically doing nothing at all except going on DA and just chat with my guildies.

Thanks Spencer aka xiaoboi aka spenderboi hahaz, called me last night after work to check whether I'm alright and raising topics about DA happenings to distract me from what I've been feeling for the past few days.
Talked to him till 1-2+am, and laze about in DA chatting with guildies and him till I finally went to sleep, cos he kept nagging me -non stop- to sleep early, drink warm water and put on blanket. But yep, at least I appreciate about him being so concern and all, can say his the first that can be caring that much:P grateful wor boi:)

A disgusting stuff happen when I was about to send M off to the busstop. But yea, even if it really makes my sickness better, it won't make me feel better about what happen just now. But I appreciate the thought of her coming to my house when I'm sick, and don't know she came cos of the dog or cos of me. But yep, I have to care for myself more when I'm sick, now I know that.

Weird wish, how I wish I will get sick tmw so much that I don't have to go school, and see what M's reaction is. Don't think she'll do anything though, I don't want to lie to myself again and again.

Wushu chalet is coming, well in Nov, should I even go? As each day passed, my mood is damn irregular, theres the feeling that -ve stuff will happen soon. So yep.