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Man, WED is bloody suppose to be passing by damn smoothly.
And thats frigging what I thought, till at night I gunna embarrassed in front of someone's family.
Helping to do project through cutting, pasting, and burning.
So yea, so what exactly happens is that, I messed up the profile page in the end.
Lol, since can plainly see I messed up, its 'my fault', am I right?
Nooo, the moment I told this person, 'my fault', that person frigging go say, 'Always say your fault your fault, can stop it? Or I will get pek chek okay?!', in a damn loud voice, till the sister and the mother literally turned their heads towards me.
I'M FRIGGING DAMN EMBARRASSED AND ASHAMED, ESPECIALLY COS OF THE MUM.
ALL I WANTED, is just a 'its alright, don't worry', or some comfort that won't let me damn hating myself, but all I got is THIS.
Do YOU know HOW IT FEELS LIKE to be receiving the SCOLDINGS FROM SOMEONE IN FRONT OF HIS/HER FAMILY?
DO YOU UNDERSTAND WHY I SAY 'MY FAULT'??
CAN YOU LIKE, don't go around BLOWING or ANGRY or RAISING VOICE everytime I SAY MY FAULT???
At least now, MY FAULT has a VALID REASON. IT CAN BE SEEN 'PLAINLY' RIGHT IN FRONT OF YOU.
I did so much, well, the MAIN PARTS went down the drain, cos that person is gonna -REDO- the whole profile page.
Wow, I been there trying to help, and I guess, WO YE BANG YE MANG.
SO what if I have burn and cut and paste? THOSE ARE THE DAMN MINOR PARTS.
And whats this about LAST ASSIGNMENT? MIND OWING ME THAT MUCH?
Frigging seriously, I DONT MIND HELPING, do you UNDERSTAND? I HATE IT WHEN YOU SAY LAST ASSiGNMENT, do you UNDERSTAND??
You know WHY?
COS, if this is my LAST ASSIGNMENT, its as good as there is NOTHING for us to TALK or ASK for HELP ETC ANYMORE.
DO YOU KNOW THAT SAYING THOSE IS AS GOOD AS ADDING MORE BURDENS TO ME INSTEAD OF THE OTHER WAY ROUND??
Yes, my feelings are DOWN THE DRAIN so much that I'm think DAMN NEGATIVELY, DO YOU UNDERSTAND?

Yes, I'm totally MESSED UP NOW, so much that I COULDN'T SLEEP. BUT, DO YOU CARE?
I BROKE DOWN, but DO YOU CARE?
Yes, my feelings are so DAMN FRIGGING DOWN, that I THINK YOU DON'T, cos I'M DELAYING YOUR SLEEP JUST NOW, AND ALL YOU WANTED IS TO GO TO SLEEP. AND WITH THOSE -SARCASTIC AND FORMAL REPLIES-, you know I DON'T LIKE THEM.

"stp forcing ur meanings into my angryness and misunderstood"
Don't you feel that your doing the same way to me??
I'm already angry before I left your home.
I'm angry at me messing up so I say 'MY FAULT', and you think I'm saying it like before, myfaultmyfaultmyfault. ITS TOTALLY DIFFERENT, YOU MISUNDERSTOOD.
I'm angry doesn't mean that I WILL STOP HELPING YOU, and cos of that, you say about LAST ASSIGNMENT cos YOU HAD ENOUGH OF OWING ME. DO YOU KNOW, JUST A THANK YOU, and SINCERELY MEANT IT, JUST MADE WHAT YOU SAID YOU 'OWE ME' DISAPPEAR?

When you shout at me, never once I say, YOUR NOT MY MA, NO NEED SHOUT.
When I say, don't frigging bother me, even if I broke down and all, I seriously want you to bother me and say something at least +ve. Nooo, I just got my wishes, you didn't bothered me at all.
Thats why I SAY YOU DON'T CARE, IF ANYTHING HAPPENS TO ME.

Why say sorry? Do you know at what part and why should you say sorry? Your favourite sentence, 'Why do you say sorry, and repeatedly, when you do not know your mistakes?'
Can you ANSWER that?

Yea, a slave to your bed?
How about me? I'm gonna be A SLAVE TO MY FEELINGS from now onwards.
Sweet dreams dude, none for me.