So much as I hate it, I didn't know I can pressurized a person till this state.
So much as I hate it, I have to lessen the carings.. and concentrate them all on myself.
So much as I hate it, I've been hurt internally countless times recently, but no one knows.
So much as I hate it, a part of my life has be gone because of that.
Your everything, everything that I wanted. But I've lost it.
The happy memories, they are fading away gradually, when I try to grasp them back, no one is able to retrieve it, can you even do that?