Through observations so far, no matter how I wish it won't be in this way..
But, its the time for me to really give up, let go, and move on..
Don't know whether to be relieved or be depress hahaz, so contradicting.
Read a book, and in it say something about a medicine of cycle, where one person did something, accomplish or flunk on what he or she is doing, but not intending to linger on what he or she did, and just move on to the next of their list without looking back.
Cycle keeps on revolving, to move whats ahead, not looking back.
Lingering just even a tad long, and the cycle will not be complete asap.
Yep, a cycle that is able to shape your life up.
For me, I'm still lingering in that cycle. It's been done, but.. I don't wanna give up, let go and move on.. Cos.. I'm not ready for it to be over just like that..