Cheese! nomnomnom!

‘Nothing that I do is right anymore'- Thats what I always thought, to always see your frowns and your tone.
'I'm irritating most of the times'- I couldn't bear to stop doing those.

Rie my meimei knows what I'm going through, and maybe she doesn't know, from November to December, I might even have a harder time even trying to live on food and transport.
You always wanna me to be happy, and yep, I'm happy when you talk to me, when you kept saying those '1 dolla 1 dolla piggy gen!', hahaz always an entertainer, to do some ways to cheer me up.
But those are always tempo, and yep, you know the reason. Stuff happens, -everyday-.

Like I told 'you', this matter now, no one can help, not even myself. Your suggestions, well yea, I should follow them and all, but something stopped me, which I could not explain why.

You know who you are, and yea, 你变了。
自从那时候起，你变了更安静，更凶。
你说，改变自己是件好事，尤其是与人说话的语气。
（变得更直接，更严肃）
你也说过，你不会为了我而回从前的样子。
但是，现在不只是我，别人也发现到了。
我的生日那天，你知道我的愿望就是希望你能回去以前的你吗?
那个快乐, 开朗, 到处开玩笑的你。
现在的你，感情以上，渐渐地减少了。
我只能关心你，站在一旁默默地看着你，也不能做出任何事。
你知道我多么的心痛吗？
真的希望我们姐妹朋友之间不会因为这件事而渐渐疏远。