Cheese! nomnomnom!

I can really sigh, and I'm still sick, getting worse=.=

One thing I have to say sis, I'm sad and disappointed in what I found.

I think he forgotten me.

Msged him in facebook once he accepts me, I got a reply, but, the way he replied, its as if hes not surprised or anything, a monotone reply?

I msged back, and no more replies were given.

That's what crossed my mind, hes forgotten me, or he is just can't be bothered.

Why should he bother when 10 years has passed? No contacts between each other etc.
Theres a reason, no internet, no hp, I was a kid back then, all I know is his home number. But yea, after I moved house, I'm too scared to call for some reason, I don't want to hear just a beeping tone after I called it(if they changed number) etc. So being helpless, I can't do anything, and go on with my life.
But yea, there are memories whenever I passed by that area.

Being a dumdum as I am, I didn't know I can look for him through google and friendster etc.
I remember theres a day, when my parents went to Lot 1 to get something, I ask them to drop me at the CC, I wanna remember the time when I'm a kiddo and look for anything familiar. Eventually, I'm at his doorstep=.=

Yea I know I'm stml and I couldn't remember my childhood memories much, but I can still remember his block and floor address damn clearly=.=;
But that time, I didn't know whether he moved house or not, and I just don't have the courage to knock on the door. Sigh.

Maybe I'm too impatient like what you said.
But to think, if I wait, will this friend talk to me as time passes?
Won't I irritate this person if I talk to him again?

Yea suddenly friends weird right, have to go slow and chat more, but I guess he not bothered ba, didn't expect a monotone reply afterall and nothing more the rest of the way.

Sigh, what a fool I am.