I'm so..
ERGH!
Messed up.
Two decisions, I can choose one.
No matter what I've been getting stressed up and hurt recently.
Mentally hurt.
I might be coming to a decision pretty soon, but I have to admit, if I really chose this decision, I will be hearing people saying,'What a stupid decision.' Of cos, they won't know unless news spread.
Some peeps will be hurt, badly hurt, and I'll be feeling damn guilty+ what I said above.
All I can say..
If this decision I made comes to light,
I sincerely apologise, I'm feeling pretty sad and z as well.. but sigh..
I can't say much more even here.. As they always say, walls have ears.
Well, blogs have eyes..
Ahhhhhhh damn me..
Atm hating myself lol.