Cheese rule!
Wednesday, May 13, 2009 @
Went for a wee haircut this morning, then watch Taken with malilin in the afternoon:)
Taken is mainly action movie, cos throughout the movie, lots of fights and chasing and shootings take place from beginning to near the ending. The ending is quite, abrupt, which I don't quite like, the storyline abit, erm, z, which I also abit don't like. But yea, the action fighting part, I like:P

Thinking of watch Star Trek tmw afternoon, but dunno whether the tix will be sold out or not, and also having a go at Angels and Demons, thinking of watching a movie that will end before 3pm.

Been having ups and mainly downs for the past few days, but today kinda cheer me up alot hahaz.
Seriously thinking of taking a break off work and have a small vacation or holiday, cos I really think I need some days or at least a week of to enjoy and have fun before I'm back to before, well, at least theres a chance ya.


Each of us, can have siblings, but don't have the bonding or even treat their siblings as sibling, another word, those peeps think they are the only child in the end.
Each of us, can be a single kid, not having siblings, but is still similar as those who feels like a only child even when they have siblings.

But yea, I have a sibling, 10 years of age gap apart, we only talk 1 sentence word per day, know what that is?
When shes back home in the middle of the night and I'm awake, I will be like, 'Jie', and shes like, 'Hm'. Thats it. Is it better to say I'm an only child instead of having a sibling whom I barely talk to?
My childhood? Happy cos I'm so absorbed into games and cartoons and the pets I'm rearing, well whenever I'm stress, you can see me doing at least one of those, and mainly venting on games and not on anybody, leading to sad childhood cos, theres no one for me to talk to, and I don't talk stuff to my parents ever = only 10% interaction for my childhood including game?
Yes your a guy, and I'm a gal who bottles up since childhood, and emotional stuff gets the better of it as time passes.
Friends? I wonder.. If I have any friends when I'm a kid aka primary sch, lets just say, I've lost contact with all of them. Friends in contact since Sec school? I can count them with the fingers on my left hand, and its less than 5, maybe to be exact, just 1. Yes I have good friends before, but lost contact with all of them. Close friends? Started when I'm in poly year 2. I can count them with the fingers on my left hand, and its less than 5, maybe to be exact, just 3. But is it going down to 2? Btw its at year 1 when I started to categorise peeps. Friends, good friends, close friends, etc, on how important they are to me.
Random saying, People gain maturity at different ages and stages, depends on what experiences they have gone through, depends on what specific situations they have gone through. I can't deny the fact my thinking/mind is slower to turn than the others in most of the situations.

The question you ask, I should ask back as well. You've seen me at one of my worst, am I still in the range of a great friend in your view? or just a normal friend?
Diff people have diff amount of doors. You know you had afew doors there you don't open. I open one of mine cos I felt so hurt when words came flying at me, when I remember about trying not to say the minor stuffs, thats why I kept them, but didn't know my emotion showed through. In the end, I still said what happened, but the words still came flying at me. And yea, I blowed up in the last few chats. Break and blow, 2 combos.

Yes, I suck when comes to apologising or just the word 'sorry'. Yes, at times I can say, 'sorry laaa, don't like that leh', but rarely, I can't just say the word alone, cos something will always happen. A weak point of mine, thats why I put it as, 'guess its cos of my pride, thats why I can't apologise' as an excuse.
Whenever I laugh or joke with people, even when I had quarrel with someone in the group before, it indirectly says, 'I'm alright now, and hope you are too'. I don't want to say forgive and forget, cos when you forgive someone, is it really 100% forgiven and forgotten? I rather it to be, as long as your happy, and didn't hold any grudges, I will be laughing and doing the same as well.

Do you know, sometimes theres no need for apologising. Theres no need to beg. Theres just something there, which is just waiting for the trigger to happen, and all will be alright.
I've said before, I don't anyhow call people 'besties' for no reason. Above stated clearly about friends part that I've gone through or have.

When I call someone a bestie, is cos I care for the person. Yes, before 2009, I care more for people than myself. Lately, I'm don't feel like myself, well, can see some emo gene blowing up or getting sensitve wayyy to easily and for no reason, resulting in making people around zzz at me.
If I've changed(well someone said that), lets just say I hate the new me as well.
Thats why wayyy above, I said about wishing to have a vacation or holiday, to get the cheerful me back again. At least there might be a chance.
Yes, money probs change me alot, emo-ness, sadness, lots of stupid thinkings, and due to those, more negativeness, more sensitivity in what people said or do.
All I wish for, is for people to try overlook this money prob I have(yes I know its damn difficult to overlook), cos money prob, revolves around me every single day, I don't want to have more zzness added to me.

Anyways, good or bad, theres something more you learnt about me. And yes, I don't break up friendships etc, its only the other party that does that, cos I don't give up when I have started a friendship. Maybe I will saysay, but doesn't mean that I mean it. Yes, emo gene maybe will stay emo for some days to cool down, cos stuff that happens, if its very bad, emo gene couldn't just forget in just one night, cos other stuff will accumulate, like one volcano.
As above mention, just a trigger will make things alright. It doesn't always have to be sorry and begging.

Ergh, what a long post, either I rest all day tmw, or watch a movie to rest myself. Sigh. what a night..

Boo peeps!
you like cheese? o.o
me oh-so-love cheese, cos
cheese = 'nummy'!:P
if you hate cheese, i hate you too:( So, go join the anti-cheese-zees and emo in a corner arigato~.

me!
genevieve aka xinhui
born on 10th oct 1989-cough-
ex rp'er
dizi player
ask me any question!

wishes
psp-check-
ipod touch/ipad
get full time
more money
new clothings/shoes>
laptop/desktop
smooth holiday trip:)-check-
going to that pub again
lastly, to find my happiness
wannna get my hands on all the cheesy food i can find!
CHEESE SHALL DOMINATE THE WORLD!

tag!
It's cheesy-friendly~

your leaving the cheese behind:(
aini | aizat | joshua | kelvin | pearl | xue li | xzeron |

aitheng | chunjia | daryl | eehwa | jason | justina | meiling | randal | shuzhen | weijie | wenshan | xuankai | yikhung | yusheng |

billy | dora | gen | jacintha | johnathan | lina | rie | terence | vivian | wendy | wilson |

music for cheese lovers:P


MusicPlaylist
Music Playlist at MixPod.com

thanksgiving
.fourth!Romance is the designer.
Inspiration from Exuvalia and mintypeach.