Cheese! nomnomnom!

Was about to go sleep, but a damn thought slip into my mind.
All I can say is, 'ergh'.
Its so gonna be neverending, I don't like it.
It will never get out of my head unless something is done.
The thing is.. I don't know what..
Feeling distress, and thats the first time I used that word.

Been days, no replies, no nothing, I guess it all went down the drain. Maybe I've hope for too much, I deserved it hahaz.
All I can say is, never once I will be fake to a person who is close to me, ah boy and her, you know hahaz.
Decisions are being made, I respected that.
Time for me to move on, if I can, but all I can say is, is so damn difficult.
Sigh, the mind of a 16-17 year old, when can the mind start thinking like a 20 year old?

People always say, -drink to drown their sorrows-.
But for me, time and again since that day, I'm drowning my sorrows while playing with my flute. Hmm songs being played? Songs that related to my mood, ah boy should have heard afew when I'm playing my flute in a daze, if, he can still remember and not stml hahaz.-don't piak me when you see this:( no offense!-

Last and final thing I can say is that, to think that, 3 years? It's gonna -poof- just like this. No matter how much I hate it, is it even reversible? No chance of going back? The memories will never be erased, cos I don't want it to be gone.

Oh yea, ah boy, if you see this, please don't ask, sorry and thanks..:)

Time for me to really grow up, and stop acting like a kid. Sigh.

P.S. '嘴硬心软', thats the kind of person I am, gonna keep it that way.