Cheese! nomnomnom!

Had work today, its enjoyable till 8 to 830. Not saying why, but thought you will comfort and be concerned cos I told you I'm close to tears, but instead your like, joking and laughing at me. In that 30 mins, my face has been thrown away in front of many managers and collegues, those who know and don't know me. Yea, nothing about comfort, nothing at all, I'm feeling so worse and wanting to cry, and you laughed and joked at me.
Asked you for something, and a diaoz reaction is given. You confirm will be thinking I'm giving excuses. And a diaoz reaction is still there, and silence. You know how I'm actually feeling that time? You know the feeling of being wrongly accused and being scolded and getting your face thrown away in front of managers and collegues for whole 30 mins which can't be retrieve cos it has already been badly damage? Furthermore its the manager, of cos manager is always right and can shoot anyone lower than him if something is wrongly accused towards him.

No smses from you since just now. I don't want to sms and receive a word in reply, or just -ve replies. I'm waiting and hoping the smses you gave will be +ve, well, thats a mighty low chance, and also a low chance you will even sms me tonight. Well, I'm waiting..
Haiz.. is it diff to hope you will comfort me without me requesting for it..? And looking at my situation at hand?