Cheese! nomnomnom!

Just realized that lately, I've been posting vids from youtube, and not saying anything about my life lately hahaz.

But yep, lately I'm focusing more on CO, though I'm still slacking as always at home.
Bonding with CO peeps has gotten more closer:)
Ronald wanted me to take part in grade 5 dizi exam at NAFA, which is this coming november, and to play a C major solo smoothly, which I barely started, like 4 days ago? First time I'm using a C major dizi as well, its killing me:(

Died during CO practice yesterday.
Been practicing the solo outside the room till body tremble(don't know why) + eyes got those stupid blinking dim-bright visions=.=
Then when I enter the room, my mind was completely blank and kept making the most obvious mistakes in cao yuan shang.
Breath literally died after I blow out a note and dragging it for one bar. Zomg its only one bar=.=;
Afterwards Ronald want me to play yang bian, ergh!
I'm already out of breath, which is obvious in my performance the moment I entered the room, and he wants me to play yang bian! More mistakes occurred, I got more and more frustrated.
Snapping at afew people, showing out my moodiness as well, though only afew notice hahaz. Really sorry to those who noticex.x

Been stressed lately as well. There's Reflections, dizi exam, and cwy performance, one after another on the same month!

Been able to sleep before 1am last week, but this week began slipping back to 2+ again, zzz x.x

Currently jobless, officially quitted my job, and surprised to find already 3-4 collegues quitted before me due to the same reasons o.o
Thinking of getting a job if I passed my exam, though its still a few months awayx.x

Nowadays I'm starting to get abit more enthu in CO, at least, I'm interested in afew of the practice scores for improvement, or what they say 练习曲 hahaz. Didn't doze off during SCO concert, damn stun at the dizi for 'bai she zhuan', 'hua mulan' the pipa damn inhuman, like what randal say and do 'jelly fingers' haha!

So many jumbled rantings above, lazy to arrange it hahazx.x Time for me to save money, well, if I canx.x

Not sure when I will update my blog again, but since I have nothing on besides CO, should be pretty soon.

Till the next time, happy belated bday to my big sis, happy bday to wilson :)