Cheese! nomnomnom!

Either its me, or theres an ulcer on the left side of my tongue, hurts damn bad even when I'm drinking water and all, might as well deem it like a sore throat lols.
But yea, its affecting me playing songs during practice, hurts damn bad, and made my lips dry up and at times affecting me playing the dizi, but I try tahan, ergh.
Theres a preview tmw, really hope the pain will subside abit, or else I will totally spoil the songsx.x

Growing more and more addicted playing brawl on wii and a new board game recently.
Also a way to try to attempt to tempo cheer up.
But for today, it failed, feeling damn emo hahaz, playing the game and well, yea, just playing, no talking, no etc, not the normal me hahaz.
Hoping, that after preview, can play again, I want to be cheerful, not emo, I will be happy even if I can even have that tempo cheerful feeling, I don't want to be fake and pretend to be happy etc.
Still sick hahaz. Wonder when I will stop being sick.
I don't know why I'm still waiting.
I'm waiting and waiting, but no, its not coming at all.
Why is it I don't want to give up?
I seriously dunno, but I will wait no matter what.