Cheese! nomnomnom!

Messed up, chaotic stuff happenings since the last post.

As a follow-up from the previous post, wells, I didn't get a result, but I have to wait till April Fools day to go through the examination and diagnosis. Sigh.. Pretty much 0 cash and savings, I don't know how I'm supposed to pay for the medical fees.. And hoping that the results will turn out alright..

ANYWAYS! For the time being, can't get out of house, can't take the bus, I'm literally bounded to this house except for working at cafe, since its at woodlands area hahaz. I still haven't decide how I'm going to xingnan next time if I can't even solve my ezlink issue. Till I got my pay from the school, wells, won't be mine anyways, guess I have to be bounded to this house for 2 months hahaz. Food etc nada. Felt as if I'm going WW2 hahaz, just that I don't have to worry about having no roof over my head.

Didn't know just 1 little quarrel with my parents for 5 mins, like, after yearssss, they don't bothered to even buy just dinner alone for me. Plus I have literally 0 money left. The last meal I had is at xingnan in the morning, 1 curry puff and a biscuit as refreshment from the teachers to the CO peeps.

Oh wells, jy gen, though suffering atm, I will buck up and face the challenges, so that I won't suffer anymore in the future:) First thing, as always, get rid of my lazinessx.x;

P.S. This is my blog, my story. I'm able to post what I want, be it good or bad. But I will try my best not to insult anyone here. No sympathies towards me at my current status, arigato:) I will get stronger and be more confident!:)

P.S.S Though I've known you for a very short time, but so far, what you've said really casts a deep impression onto me. Will it be surprising if I said that your the first that said all those to me on fri? Ps again of last min backout after making you waste your time teaching/explaining, though you say its alright. Not sure if you will ever read my blog again, but arigato, thanks David, I'm grateful:) Cya next time kay? Hope we won't lose contact!

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An extract from an anime short song cut scene(as usual>.>;)

Words are born, are faded away.
But they will continue to live on in you.
When you feel that you can't go on, they will change, and give you courage.
So, stand up, keep moving forward,
You are stronger now than you were before.
Do not hesititate any longer.
Believe in those words from back then.
Continue to live on through them.
A new journey begins..

A random poem/rhyme from me:

A series of sleepless nights,
Harder for me to feel alright.
Will I really be fine..?

A battle between the soul and the body,
I'm cracking up within.
Panic coursing through me,
Not knowing what the outcome will be.

Awaiting for the calm after a storm,
Where the cracks will slowly gather, and form.
Gaining the experience, the scars from within,
Continuing the life that I'm in.
Where another new challenge is waiting for me.

Till the next time, take care peeps, enjoy your hols:)

Signing off~