Cheese! nomnomnom!

Been one week since I posted hahaz.
Resting at home, totally feeling that I'm wasting my life away through these few days, cos I can't go out, go anywhere, thanks to the wound and my flu/fever/cough that came right after the wound etc hahaz.
Flu/fever/cough got better, went out on sat, that is to Steph's bday party, trying to walk properly or take stuff normally etc, don't want peeps to see that something's wrong with me hahaz. -Sick- is an understatement, but yep, restrictions to the food I'm eating like chix and seafood, though in the end I kope one of eachx.x In the end have to tell wenshan when she cross my left arm with hers, cos ps, it hurtsx.x.

Can't go SCH on tues and wed due to the same reason, same as skipping last week's performance.
Oh ya, I'm not avoiding ppl or something or anything cos it doesn't solve probs at all, its just a sign of being ______(input own word), thats how I feel. But yep, each single peep has his or her own views.
But yep, afew words here and there.
Member?
Updates?
Cock-ups?
Overall? Snore.

I'm depressed lately. Weather, hot and cold, body cmi. I can't work, financial cmi. Staying at home whole day, reading book, use laptop, ps2, cmi. Go out watch movie, body cmi. Can't sleep well for a week, body aching+cmi hahaz. So many cmi. I can't even smile or laugh, omg.
For now, pardon my moods, will be alright soon. Sorry if I've offended or disappointed anyone for the time being.

But yep, psychoing myself, I will recover fully soon, can be myself again, jump about like a mad kid hahaz.

SYF, silver! From cop to silver, thats a damn big improvement hahaz. Hope they got gold for next syf:)
Movies.. date night and single man. Date night is funny hahaz, as long comedy, its my fav:) Single man alright alright, I can't watch de, but heng I know the usher, so I got let in:D One thing's for sure, I don't see anything that says R21>.>;

Felt happy when boss msg with with concerns hahaz. Hope I can go back work soon:)

Hope got meetup during May, waiting for his msg hahaz. Long time no see this few peeps.

I need a tan:( I've got damn pale skin man, as if I'm very sick. Haiz. Need to wait 3 months if I ever want to go tan. So long, counting down the days.

I've miss lots of practices, cos I know I can't take it if I practice dizi too long, can break down in this current condition hahaz. Sounds so weak:( Guess I need to take more vits beside vit Cx.x

But yep, will end here for today. Its like, going to be 3am, but I can't sleep, been like this since last sun. Haiz. Hope I can sleep well in time:)

Signing off~

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Extraction from bad apple:(editted in some parts)

I don't know about my surroundings,
I am me, and that's all that is to it.

Am I dreaming? Am I seeing nothing?
Isit a waste for me to say out anything?
If someone can change, am I able turn it white instead of black?
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Hm, Should I stop caring for others, and focus all on myself?