Cheese! nomnomnom!

Now's officially 2nd Sep!

And here to say.. HAPPY BDAY JIE!:D Glad to know you enjoyed and had a early party with your friends:)

Didn't buy gifts for you... yet! Cos still broke atmx.x
But oh wells... your going Phuket with Adam tmw till sun, so that means I can buy a gift for you!
Just that... what gift can I buy thats practical and can make you happy?x.x
4 more days till your back!

Had work as usual, even Claudia's come to visit me I think, bwahaha! More customers today, and when theres no customers I'm practically playing with Claudia hahaz. At least the boss is really happy about it o.o At least, I'm not bored at all today:D
Random things with Claudia: Played 'restaurant' with her, where shes the waitress, while I'm the chef, hahaz. Played catching and hide and seek together with Betty and Gerard whom Claudia successfully called them down o.o; Played rubberband shootingo.o; lols, am serving a customer when she use paper pellets and shoot towards my butt and ran away laughing cos I can't chase after her=.= She got -killed- in the end thanks to my pokings:D Revenge taken, bwahaha~ But yep, I'm using my work time to play, and thats cos the boss requested me to o.o Oh well, having fun at work is a good thing:D
Hm.. I wonder if I can teach primary school science. Boss ask me whether I can teach her daughter. I dunno, been a long time since I touched text books, I can only know if she let me see next week, if she doesn't mind.

One things for sure.... I confirmed chop need to exercise badly.. Didn't know my stamina is so damn effing lousy now:( Got tired after running while playing catching, and running down the stairs from the first floor to the long white corridor towards basement carpark with Claudia. The corridor's damn scary btw if your running alonex.x Back to swimming for me! My pastime exercise hahaz. First things first... buy swimming costume!x.x

Finished work, literally dozing off now and again while waiting for bus and on the way home. A total knocked out by the time I reached home: lying on the floor to rest, in the end I slept for 2 hours before I went to my parents bed, and slept for continuous 3 hoursx.x 10 pm when I woke up. Wonder what time I will be sleeping tonight. Yesh, a pig I am:(

Stuffs been happening recently, not alot, just afew stuffs hahaz.
Been listening to The Fray- Never Say Never and One Republic- Secrets continuously recently. Just listening to this song makes me think and relate about something. Mixed feelings. Am I doing the right thing? Can anyone tell me?
Am I being foolish? Or am I just pretending I'm just fine..?

I gonna rest tmw.. don't feel like working for these 2 days. I really need to sort things out in my insane mind.

I felt so messed up. Can you tell me?

Checked timing, its 3.33am, so coincidence. I'm gonna see myself as a happy gal again tmw evening. It's getting more and more difficult to show my inner feelings out when I meet peeps. Too emotional. Emotional me. Just hope I don't explode with my overwhelming inner feelings. Josh, I hope you don't see this post tmw morning or afternoon lolsx.x But yea, I know I'm anti-social even now, thats why people do avoid me. Guess its gonna be impossible for me to change that huh? Sigh. But, I'm glad, that you don't avoid me. Thanks:)

Time for me to sleep. Hope the weather will be cooling, I seriously need that.

Signing off.

Random: current feelings inbetween the 2 songs + lyrics above.

Some things, we don't talk about, when things aren't what they seems.
While your life's getting boring, all I can do, is to hold onto that unwavering smile.
You've started, falling in and out of love, sometimes leaving me with tear-stained sleeves.
I don't know whether I should be happy, or regret when we are together all this while.

From all the truth I've said, tell me, what do you really want to hear?
Sometimes, are actions in quarrels really more important than words?
We are pulling apart again and again, and at times, you don't seem to come back.
I'm hurt of the insinceres, but when all is crumbling on your side, I'll be there to steady your hand.

Time, time and time again, the problems we can solve but failed when quarrels arise.
We have got this far, but it always ended the moment you cry.
We have got this far, but it doesn't end whenever I do.
Holding onto threads, and all except one, flew.

Don't disappear in my life, even if haters jump in line,
I know, your love still grows, so don't let me go.
Solving in a different manner, things will be fine,
Both having patience, lets work together and go with the flow.

Time checked: 4.20am.
It takes half an hour for me under Random. Does it mean anything..?