Cheese! nomnomnom!

Back to post before I go to sleep:)

Went to help out in blcc performance last night, performing xmas songs:X Like Ai theng said, we aren't nervous at all when performing for other cc, but super nervous when performing from our school hahaz. Tbh, I was kinda sleepy when we are about to perform on stage-oops-@.@
Slack about after performance at boon lay's temporary practice room hahaz. Had zomg curry chix rice and double zomg green tea. Why zomg? Cos I don't like spicy rice for dinner and ESP green tea....:( The weird taste in my tongue, ergh. Had kit kat + sweets(thanks shuzhen:D) to wash off the taste though:D

Went JP with xiao di and few peeps from blss like ai theng, ying xiu, xuankai etc:D Played ddr, and honestly? It brought back lots of happy memories before, but sad ones now. Sigh. Putting those sad memories aside, its fun to play and mingle around with the rest:) I've totally rusted with ddr, barely passed on light mode:X Nub alert@.@ Oh wells, since that incident, I've stopped going arcade at least one year, much less glance at ddr.. But to see jason, ai theng and yizhan play ddr sure is fun fun fun:D Seeing siew hui dance till so lihai at ddr, really make me go 'wow' at her hahazx.x Don't ever make fun of a small gal in sec 1, shes a pro at ddr!-kowtow-
Thanks for the night blss peeps:)
To be able to blend in with the crowd, since their age grp is between 13-16 and 19, it makes me happy and abit sad at the same time hahaz.. Sure I'm 100% myself, being happy, able to laugh and just be myself.

But.. to let reality hit me in the face, I'm 21 years old. I only have a part time, 2010 is ending, the only good chances for me to get full time is this year, since it'll be more harder for me to get a job next year once the new batch graduates. Am I one of those peeps who will never get a stable job before 22 years old? Sigh..

But yep, my 18-year-old mind wants to go out more often, as I rarely meet/hang out with people during my pri and sec school days, so much so that I don't know how to go orchard, marina square etc during poly, don't need to say about mrt lines, I sucks at those at those times. Don't need to say friends either, I'm pretty anti social with a couple of friends, tv and games are my friends and best friends at that time mainly hahaz. Till now I'm trying now and again to pull myself out of this shell. Sometimes it works, sometimes it doesn't.

I wonder, when will I finally settle down.. Counting down to 2011..